Today someone who I used to have a *thing with came in to work specifically to see me because my sister told him I’d be there and I usually go out of my way to not see him because I still have lots of feelings and he’s still so attractive and I just forgot how much I enjoy talking to him and being around him and I feel bad because I sometimes wonder what my life would be like if our timing hadn’t always been awful?? Idk what the point of this post is but I’d just really missed him and he smells like apples and warmth.
Not going to work so I can spend all day with this kid 😂
Having my IUD removed tomorrow. Practically crying going through old photos of Alexis. Look how teeny tiny she was omg
im a bad person who thinks bad thoughts like ‘ew what is that girl wearing’ and then remember that im supposed to be positive about all things and then think ‘no she can wear what she wants, fuck what other people say damn girl u look fabulous’ and im just a teeny bit hypocritical tbh
I was always taught by my mother, That the first thought that goes through your mind is what you have been conditioned to think. What you think next defines who you are.
Today I feel super attractive and lovely